involuntarily nocturnal by Low Kian Seh
it’s 2 am and I have been supine, still
not able to sleep, for hours, wondering
who painted my ceiling this unevenly as
I process organic half-lines that I really
am trying to stuff into a skin of a poem,
underneath which is bare-boned frame
but devoid of flesh. gaunt. hollowed.
what is still missing is nerve. a heart
I can feel for, pumping lifeblood. lines
do not breathe when lungless. words
that staccato pulse are offbeat. a poem
defines me as ink tattoos to paper—another
me, sinewed piecemeal into homunculus
“It’s not who I am underneath, but what I do that defines me.” - Batman Begins (2005)
Low Kian Seh has a chemical engineering degree but is an artist to a larger degree. He is a chemistry teacher by occupation but has poetry as preoccupation. He always makes time to write, despite being a busy civil servant and father-of-three. His works had been published in SingPoWriMo anthologies, A Luxury We Cannot Afford, A Luxury We Must Afford, Twin Cities, Anima Methodi, Contour, and other publications. He won first prize in Singapore’s National Poetry Competition 2019 and had poems going viral before. Since 2022, he has been involved in Poetry Festival Singapore, such as hosting the event, Catharsis.
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